Melancholia

Today, my darling, is a good day for tears
I wept unrestrained from the haunted in my mind

Alone I sit
apologetically, that I was never more for you...
That today you face a monster

Never mind that I would give my everything for you
Regardless of my condition.
Today, I have failed.

Today, I am bound,
Tied up in duty and compensation

Alone, I cry out
For you